At the End

The Fight

Lost in Thoughts I walk on, no particular direction in mind

I do not know what happen to me but all I see is sorrow

The wind beats into my face again and again…as I`m used to it

If I could I would shed a tear but all the rivers dried out

Letting it all go…Letting it all go

Is the song which plays inside…played so many times…

My feet hurt since I walked for hours and no end in sight

But one thing is sure and still alive…

As I close my eyes I see the war inside

Red is fighting against the black

An army longing for victory, for all the peace to come

Restlessness conquers me and all I see is Death which comes from inside

Let it go! Let it go! Let it go my friend

This will not be an end

The story continues they always said

Remembering the sunrise, so beautiful in black

Remembering your touch, sharp like a knife

That was my first time I felt so alive!

I felt so alive for the very first time.

My eyes still closed and my senses are sharp

The entire burden falls apart…

Lost in thoughts listening intensively to the war

Hidden deep inside, I look into the sky knowing that they is no higher force

No God, just nothing!

Nothing there is just nothing compared to my innermost.

The sky opens and Rain is falling down on me

These drops cutting deep into my flesh

I feel so free. I feel so free and pure.

This red coat gives me shelter as I move on

The wind is kicking I feel it on my skin

It doesn`t matter at all `cause it doesn`t hurt

It doesn`t hurt me anymore…

Red and Black are still fighting destroying all healthy parts inside

Feeling weakness that conquers me and pulls me down

Feeling the fire of eternity that comes along with endless pain

All this I try to ignore because soon I will be one

One with the wind…one with the earth and one with the sunrise

Soon I will let it go…and feel again so alive!